practical exam tomorrow!

Mood: very busy! (tapi ada masa nak blogging...lawak kan? hehe)

Music: the clockworks in my brain working overtime...

nadiah tagged me on this video on facebook long time ago...



i suddenly remembered about it...there's a whole series of adverts like this and i showed it to my younger sisters and brother after i saw it that day. thalhah loved them! cause he was (and i think still is) at the stage of being addicted to ghost stories and horror movies..i guess all boys never grow out of this habit...and here's my fav video of them all,cause it's so true...

just another post

i've been really depressed for a few days now and i don't know why...well,i DO know why actually but that's another story...

memang bad timing abis la...the anatomy exam is next week!

so today i was thinking of sleeping it off but then i couldn't even sleep...really severe depression wei...

so i talked to Allah,monolog la konon...

and then i was still a bit sad and tried to sleep again and couldn't...again

cause i was too scared for the anatomy exam that my textbooks just HAVE to be at least within my peripheral vision at ALL times for me to live comfortably...(frikkin crazy med student syndrome)

but then i started reading about the nervous system...started feeling a bit better

then i listened to my fav nasyid

and i felt really bad about myself for feeling depressed and complaining

i mean,Rasulullah and his sahabat had it a million times worse

they were dying left right and centre

and i'm nowhere near that kind of desperation

so yeah, i hope i can continue feeling better from now on...

ye,aku memang budak alim yang boring and no fun for some people

biarla,nak wat camana...:P

inspiration

Mood: not bad...
Music: listening to IKIM...so long haven't heard already :)

suddenly i feel so inspired to go syria and istanbul!!!

it's so nice...i wanna go!!! for sure before i leave poland,insyaAllah...maybe in two years...who knows :)
after i get bored of europe~

now back to anatomy...
thanks for reading!

latest post :)

Mood: Humdrum~

Music: With a Little Help from my Friends ~ The Beatles (yes,it's STILL stuck in my head!)

سُوۡرَةُ آل عِمرَان

إِن يَنصُرۡكُمُ ٱللَّهُ فَلَا غَالِبَ لَكُمۡ‌ۖ وَإِن يَخۡذُلۡكُمۡ فَمَن ذَا ٱلَّذِى يَنصُرُكُم مِّنۢ بَعۡدِهِۦ‌ۗ وَعَلَى ٱللَّهِ فَلۡيَتَوَكَّلِ ٱلۡمُؤۡمِنُونَ (١٦٠

If Allah is your helper none can overcome you, and if He withdraw His help from you, who is there who can help you after Him? In Allah let believers put their trust. (al-Imran, ayat 160)

anyways,
skyped with my beloved adik2! i miss them so much...sob3~
lama dah tak peluk...
lama dah tak ajar thalhah bahasa arab (konon!)

and thal showed me fudge! who's a he and is all grown up now!

 

he's like as big as a cat now! and the fur is gorgeous! my mom was just happy she could sell our baby rabbits (yeah,we got MORE!) for 10 ringgit each! business wei~

Fudge before i left...these little critters grow up so fast~

now i have anatomy to do as always...

welcome to the nursery!

this song has been stuck in my head~

26 Beautiful One Liners...courtesy of aqila halim ;)

Mood: terrible...

Music: this russian song from some russian singer which was very funny! just saw the vid of facebook...hahahha

1. Give ALLAH what's right -- not what's left.

2. Man's way leads to a hopeless end -- ALLAH's way leads to an endless hope.

3. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.

4. He who kneels before ALLAH can stand before anyone.

5. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma -- but never let him be the period.

6. Don't put a question mark where ALLAH puts a period.

7. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the mosque for a face-lift.

8. When praying, don't give ALLAH instructions -- just report for duty.

9. Don't wait for six strong men to take you to the mosque.

10. We don't change ALLAH's message -- His message changes us.

11. The mosque is prayer-conditioned.

12. When ALLAH ordains, He sustains.

13. WARNING: Exposure to the ALLAH may prevent burning.

14. Plan ahead -- It wasn't raining when Nabi Noh built the ark.

15. Most people want to serve ALLAH, but only in an advisory position.

16. Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your QURAN.

17. Exercise daily -- walk with ALLAH.

18. Never give the devil a ride -- he will always want to drive.

19. Nothing else ruins the truth like stretching it.

20. Compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.

21. He who angers you controls you.

22. Worry is the darkroom in which negatives can develop.

23. Give Satan an inch & he'll be a ruler.

24. Be ye fishers of men -- you catch them & He'll clean them.

25. ALLAH doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the called.

26. Read the QURAN -- It will scare the hell out of you.

i am very3 sad...

i hate JPA for sending me to krakow... :(

but thanks for the scholarship...lol~

exam in two days...MURDER me!

Mood: not bad la...

Music: bittersweet symphony ~ the verve

Banyak tertinggal doa qunut la sejak kebelakangan ni...sob3...

(Dengan nama Allah, Segala puji bagi Allah, Selawat dan salam ke atas Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wasallam, keluarga, sahabat dan para pengikut Baginda)

Kayfiyyah (Cara Melakukan) Sujud Sahwi

Dalam mazhab as-Syafi‘e, sujud sahwi dikerjakan setelah selesai membaca tahiyyat akhir sebelum memberi salam dan wajib berniat untuk melakukan sujud sahwi dalam hati.

Caranya ialah sama seperti sujud yang biasa kita lakukan dalam sembahyang iaitu sebanyak dua kali sujud dan di antara keduanya duduk di antara dua sujud. Kemudian selepas selesai dua kali sujud barulah memberi salam.

Disunatkan untuk membaca ketika dua sujud sahwi tersebut bacaan tasbih berikut:

 

Maksudnya: "Maha suci Allah yang tidak tidur dan tidak lalai"

Very tiring today!!!

got class until 6.30...histo exam next week...anatomy exam the week after...

and i still haven't mastered the skull yet...

can't wait for december...

cheerio!

i feel so bad right now!!!

Mood: bad...duh~

Music: hmmm...i'm listening to friends right now...;)

 I ate wedel chocolate...and there was E476 inside...which is HARAM...i just found out yesterday from going to warsaw...and last week i accidentally ate bacon which i tried to throw up again but couldn't...so i'm really sad 

E-Numbers

A question I am often asked is which artificial additives are halal and which are haram. A full list of E-Numbers and whether they are permissible or not is provided by the Muslim Consumer Group.
The main additives you need to be aware of are:

• Cochineal (E120) - this is obtained from the blood of the Cochineal beetle. This additive is always haram because the consumption of blood and insects is forbidden.
• Glycerol / Glycerin / Glycerine (E422) - haram if obtained from pork or non-halal meat sources.
• Gelatin / Gelatine (E441) - haram if obtained from pork or non-halal meat sources - the source is sometimes mentioned on the ingredients list. A vegetarian alternative is available.
• Emulsifiers (E470 to E483) - haram if obtained from pork or non-halal sources.
• Edible Bone Phosphate (E542) - haram if obtained from pork or non-halal meat sources.

Always check the ingredients list carefully!

this kind of fits

Im going home,
down-hearted and hoping Im close,
to some new beginning.
I know,
theres a reason for everything that comes and goes.

So many people are looking to me to be strong and to fight
but Im just surviving.
And I may be weak but Im never defeated
and Ill keep believing
in clouds with that sweet silver lining.

Most days I try
my best to put on a brave face
but inside my bones are cold and my heart breaks
but all the while, somethings keeping me safe and alive

So many people are looking to me to be strong and to fight
but Im just surviving.
And I may be weak but Im never defeated
and Ill keep believing
in clouds with that sweet silver lining.

I wont give up like this,
I will be given strength,
Now that Ive found it,
Oh nothing can take that away

So many people are looking to me to be strong and to fight
but Im just surviving.
And I may be weak but Im never defeated
and Ill keep believing
in clouds with that sweet silver lining.


from kate voegele's album,a fine mess

i miss my favourite nescafe breakfast...

even with coffee heaven's amazing macchiatos,i still miss this...

they don't sell this in poland! sob3~ the instant coffee i get here is so small the packets...and so little content! i have to dump in two packets of instant coffee powder for it to taste coffee enough for me...

ok then...

i have anatomy to finish!

and it might snow tomorrow so i'm excited!

we all are =)